CAMELOT FANTASIES

Psssst….
Did you find yourself
In the gut wrenching quest of self inflicted pain
Needing to numb it down with drug of choice
Unquenching thirst for satiation fron this bitter pill
Pounding on the electrode to shock the numbness  into feeling
For emotions send you reeling into succumbing
The need for another pill
One that will pacify one side of you
But disturb the other for a grander high
One you never felt before
You know the score
The addiction is in control
And you’re a puppet to a new master
Seems different
Deep down you know it’s the same
Until you’re craving to satiate the newer score
Swirling disaster

 ~Divine