CAMELOT FANTASIES

Expectations
We keep saying we want to be in the moment

Our thoughts stray to the past those visages that sometimes we try to hard to recall

Those moments we cherished we thought and usually think of happy moments

My mind is thinking of all of that...this leg of this journey I have been asked to visit Family at her hospital bed

I honour life and death. I have no idea what negotiations each person makes. For it's always between each soul and our higher source for me God

of course when life is on the bridge of this plane and the other we then get anxious of the future and what it will hold

Sometimes I think we do that to sidestep the pain we will feel when that soul finally decides to embark on its other path

Selfish

There is a huge part of me that believes that we are always connected that doesn't mean that I won't need my time to mourn and cry

Happy to hear from everyone of you on this topic

If I seem discombobulated its because I got the call this afternoon and rushed to get everything for they said she may not have long.

A part of me thinks she won't go yet. The other part she asked for me to be present

Life is short
Celebration of life here is so important

I always maintain strength in adversity but doesn't mean that the strong don't cry and they don't hurt

All the time
Then I kick my butt in gear and remember enjoy the moments
Live life to the fullest

Much love and light
Yes I know I rambled
I needed to....
See you when I get back
Have fun
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