CAMELOT FANTASIES

It hurts more at night
Difficult time dealing with these emotions
At times I wonder
What's all the commotion
This ridiculous notion
Never laid my eyes on you
Yet its true
Connected to you through poetic rhymes
Miraculous & stupendous at times
Claiming to captivate my heart
Deception right from the start
You've torn my heart apart
Played your unobtrusive games
Doused these wicked flames
For the gentleman you claim
Masked the real boy
True suspenseful ploy
For you played me like a toy
Nothing was battery operated
You were well situated
Your partner in crime
Will turn on a dime
Conclusion is once I walk away
There won't be another day
These games you play
Trifling with my devotion
Disturbing love potion
Laced with a web of lies
Sobbing with incredible cries
You see it hurts more at night
Scrupulous plight
I m not in the mood
For you pushed me away without a fight
Gracefully I backed off
My spidey senses know when I'm quietly told to **** off
Nothing between us
You know that shooting star
The one you sent me from afar
I made a wish
Asking for the basic truth
Regardless if it were to jar
Me back to the ice cold reality
That aching distracting pain
Believed your first refrain
To my appalled disdain
It hurts more at night
Breaking dawn will turn to light
Make me aware
I took the dare
Only to stare at your back
As you took flight