CAMELOT FANTASIES

Chained my heart to you
When you didn't want me to
Your words were empty and hollow
My words of love were hard to swallow
My sensitive soul believed you whole
I realize
All the others I thought to blame
We're just playing a horrific game
I watched
So good at observation
Disguising the obliteration
Is this about a guy
No, but why

Simplistic as it is
Pain is pain
Regardless of its basal root
Interactions with many
Distortion of convoluted honesty
Sacrificing my truth in dishonesty
For it felt true in that moment in time

I ache
I cringe
My lacerations of the heart run deep
Honoured your words to keep
Maintained my peace & solitude
Malady of irritation
Reached its final destination

Watch it bleed continuously
Helplessly
Watching
It dripping
Crimson red
Magenta bled
I feel so dead