CAMELOT FANTASIES

There was a time when I wondered
What glorious works of creativity
Pondering your proclivity
To share your innermost thoughts
I admired your old fashioned style
Of using notebook and pen
To capture your prolific heart
I still wish you the best
For regardless of your inability
To be the incredible man
I genuinely admired
We make mistakes as humans
For when you came near
Your fear of becoming a greater person
Proliferate haste of complete distaste of true facts
Expedited you to harshly act
Like one with no soul in tact
Soul to soul I know in fact
Intimidated to become the better man
I know is inside
The man I rated an exceptional man
Than the superficial
Little boy who toyed
With my trust
One thing is certain
What you did to me
Will come to be
Your fait accompli
I may write it clearly today
Tomorrow is another day
My words will plague you
For I was luminous & true
In less than three weeks
You will feel blue
each song you play
From night to day
Tormented you'll write
Until you make it right
Remember the glow you felt
With that imaginative flow
That will be your plight
Your continual self proclaimed fight