CAMELOT FANTASIES

Wracked with ambiguity
Struggling to breathe
Fear envelops me
A band across my chest
Tightening
Choking at the base of my throat

I crave you
I ache for you
At times I feel
I die for you

Is this love
Why does it hurt so much

I keep replaying a fairytale movie
In my head

They laugh and smile
We had that for a short while

It changed
Why did it change
Why did the fun disappear

It hurts to hear my thoughts play
Same tune
Consuming
Confusing
Ughhhhh

I'm an emotional basket case
Wrapped
Tightly bound by regrets

~Divine