CAMELOT FANTASIES

Twisted at times when doubt seeps in
Contorted thoughts confuse the soul
Belies in characteristics of the body
Chinks off the armour of defense
Watch as each hole
Enervate to a point of paralysis
Innate desire
Seems as though the flames are doused
Where simple things do not make sense
Overwhelmed
Unable to initiate
Capitalize on a decision
Perfectionism can create a monster
Mental inability to at times formulate a sentence
Bleakness feels like a haze
That can go on for days
Weeks
Months
Years
When something monumental
Affects simple actions


Then to find out your thoughts
Have created an illness
For pushing down the emotions
Manifest indifference and the pain
Is felt bodily

Outcome differs per person



~Divine