CAMELOT FANTASIES

Stoically staring into the abyss
Imbibing on another glass of red wine
Wondering in my heart of hearts
What exactly went amiss
For every time I see you
Tingling of excitement runs up & down my spine
Your smile is what I live for
Sense a feeling of confusion
Wine is helping me numb
I have a terrible habit
Where I over think
Time away for some diffusion
You assured me with a wink
I'm your Magickal illusion
Come to life
Yet here I am
Listening to others
Created this distraction
Disturbing doubt
Magically your message appeared
My apprehension disappeared
Everyone's jealous statements
Crumbled as I sipped more wine
As my phone just chimed