CAMELOT FANTASIES

Why must it happen
When last we spoken
Misunderstanding created
Where our hearts are broken
This must be fated
My joy with you
Was overrated
Words spewed
By many jaded

Try as hard as I may
I'm dying here
As I lay
Forlorn and confused
What occurred the other day
In a constant state
I'm rather bemused

Recalling happier times
Constricts my breath
I'm feeling the confines
Of this sudden death

I'm lost
I'm broken
Crying cannot stop
Irritrievable
Trying to pop
The pieces together
Of my heart

Crawling into bed
In the fetal position
Fearing the dread
Difficult ambition
To paint a smile
On my face
At this point
Looks scary and out of place

~Divine