It's a numbing ache
Deep in the recesses of my soul
Choking back words
Where now are broken fragments
Where once was whole
Dry sobs
Raw screams erupting
Catatonic slobs
Finding ways to continue
Disrupting
Fake appearances of semblance
Prim and proper
Distant resemblance
To highly society
Smiling, sweet sayings
Careful of any type of impropriety
Standing here stoically
As though nothing is wrong
Partially because
I really don't belong
~Divine