CAMELOT FANTASIES

Tapping of fingertips of the qwerty
Overthinking has always lead to words
Insurmountable feelings
Certainly bitter ends not honey
Discovery concludes
Thoughts are reeling
Watch for those who call
You sweetie
Claim to love you
Protective is my nature
Ever since I can recall
Several classification
Superfluous nomenclature
Neither can ease the discomfort
Not the pain
Nebulous & hazy
Last fortnight my need to discern
Actions appear to others as lazy
But I'm wrought with disdain
Trusting & believing words
Interwoven web of lies
Took me a long time
Too long to realize
Mixed times to ascertain
I stood transfixed
With what my eyes
Allowed to slip by
Precious moments
Screech and cries
Pain crawling inside
Which I despise
Stupid equation to note
How others created deception
Have started to gloat
Since they have been behind it
Right from the inception
There is no honour
Just lie
Lie after lie
Trust I built so high
Slowly numbing me
Breaking me
Fatigue set it
Crawling up
Wanting to die


~Divine