CAMELOT FANTASIES

Wonder why
I choose chaos over order
How I crave the thunderous skies
**** open by lightening
Only to disguise
My tear soaked face
Torrential rain pummelling against my skin
Hides the cries
Pouring from my eyes
Insatiable passions sin
Muffles the sobbing
You stole my heart
Like a thief in the night
Intending in your flirting
Keeping it light
Mistaken souls united love fest
My heart was spoken for
Player teased lovers quest
Your need to scratch your itch
Baby Karma is a ****
Searched for fools gold
In time this story will be old
Healing this emotional breakdown
Dressing up
Lipstick, perfume & full length gown
Walking while the elements
Whirling around me
Making a clear statement
I was lucky you only stuck around a year
Tearing away these catatonic bindings
Looking at my surroundings
With new eyes
I realize
I've crashed my fears
Like the waves
Tears coursing down my face
Cathartic cleanse
Silencing thoughts of blame
Kicking them from me
To outer space
My need to reclaim my power
Resurrect my love tower
From me
To me
Sensationally

~Divine