CAMELOT FANTASIES

Sometimes it's just so hard to breathe
Choking in the throat is constrictive
Anger built up over the years still seethe
Regrettably emotions reeling
Feeling destructive
The shock is starting to leave
Staring down at my hands
Trying to recall the initial moments you deceive
It feels like a castle wall
Concrete and indestructible
Couldn't believe you pushed me to fall
Hysteria erupting indescribable
Numbness is like an ebb & flow
Crumbling rock bottom
They say watch you grow
It's just
In truth
Something I can't fathom

~Divine