CAMELOT FANTASIES

It's all about taking that step
Cognitive frustration
This need to find a solution
When all you feel is confusion
Not proud to admit it
I've lost my pep
I so hate the drudges of depression
Once I'm down there
It's so hard to scale the walls
Muck and mire keep sucking you
In its abysmal aphotic deviation
It's just feels right to fall
Muscle rigidity coincides with my mental stupor
Sleep evades but catatonic has no tonic
Meditation is the art of silencing the mind
Connecting & elevating the vibration
How does one get out of the abyss to this
When the aches & pain
Have flooded your body
You've lost your game
This stupid feeling of shame
Where all just seems the same
Don't come knocking on my door
I won't be here
No more

~Divine