CAMELOT FANTASIES

The ache in my heart immense
Tears can't stop spilling
Streams cascading down my face
Into my lap
Raw feeling of my throat
Screams escaping it making it hurt
Whole body is wracking with pain
Having such a difficult time
Convincing my brain
That you're on the other side
Tonight I'm lost
Which way to go
Is obscured by the heavy snow
Tired of the battle
Keeping a smile etched
To make others feel better
They rely on me
The go getter
Tonight I just want to curl
Into a tight bunch
Fatigue has set in
Down to the last crunch
Getting under the covers
Just to sleep in


~Divine