It's unravelled
Thread by thread
With every word I know I dread
I've had to disengage
Sad to say a part of me is numb
It's dead
For all the unconditional love
I felt for you
My nearest and dearest
To extricate
These sinking feelings of late
Trust your gut instincts
Delusions in these games
Of blame
Words echoed for months
It's you I love
This is but a game
They mean nothing to me
Nothing at all
I laugh at them
My heart believed
My soul questioned
Those words are treacherous
Full of lies
Just as all I've discovered
This past year
Many months have passed
My senses I've recovered
Particularly since the passing of my Mother
Her wise words flashing in my head
I can hear her sweet voice
Words are just words
If the actions don't coincide
Then you in your heart
Must decide
To let go of this deceiving ride
I've shed tears for you Mama
I've shed a few for this so called friend
Who claims to say, feel the real me
Feel and I see
You've chosen to befriend
All the enemies
With loyalty of love and devotion
Words and deeds
Followed this commotion
I am wrong
This chapter has come to a conclusion
Through much revulsion
Spearheaded by You
Against me
Once I was blind
The ones closest to me
I thought was kind
To find your hatred and disgust
You were out of your mind
Hiding behind that vicious mask
While kissing everyone's ass
Rose coloured glasses
Have smashed and shattered
To think I loved and you really mattered
I have much to attend
Pouring out the words
I've allowed my heart to mend
Looking forward to the true vibe
Of my tribe
People who love me for all my eccentricities
As I love them
I learned the truth
It's never too late
Time to rush through
Life is to be lived
Not playing on social media
And the internet
Grateful to you
Oh false friend above all enemies
Yes I forgive you and me
I shall not forget
Wanna bet!???
~Divine
Love x 1
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