CAMELOT FANTASIES

I caught myself thinking about you
A tear slipped down my face
I still wake up
Early morning listening
Expecting you to call my name
Sweetest card came for you from
Your niece in Greece
She said she could write a book
About her nicest aunt
Who showed her how to love
You taught her the love of cooking
Treated her as though she was your own
My beautiful Spartan Mom

My ex fiancé
I swear he loved you more than me
At your funeral stated:
I loved her
I love her still
I will always love her
Because for me, she is my Mom
He said it with so much pride

Zaf is melancholy without you
Tears are still flowing
Down his furry gorgeous face
He finds comfort on your bed
Wrapped in your robe
I feel his pain for you
His entire life, he's loved you so
His grief intense
I'm coddling him
Trying to spoil him as you did
It's not the same

It's been raining since you crossed over
It's like Mother Nature agrees
Once the ominous clouds
Of torrential downpour
The sun broke through
Rain kept pounding
I thought of you
As rainbows shone
For there were two
Love you too

~Divine