CAMELOT FANTASIES

Cradle those in pain
When they hurt the most
It's unfortunate they strike out
At those who seem close
They have been used to always
Share love to those around them
That when they feel the void in their heart
First reaction is to pull apart
Puck fights with all around them
Particularly when their instincts
Those strange feelings of betrayal
Have been swimming like a threatening
Shark
Sensing that many things have changed
Observing how you react to them
For your actions are the true example of your intent
While your superfluous words are
All of pretense
Wanting to keep me hanging
By a stupid red thread
That's frayed many many days ago
Yet I kept finding ways to keep tying it together
For love is a strange emotion
My protective stance whips out
Without a second glance
Thinking not of myself
My biggest mistake
Those rose tinted glasses have shattered
Once you've lost a loved one to the other side
Realizing trivialities never ever mattered
I held on for so long
Under the commitment of friendship
Juat to realize
That you were under a guise of relationship
All you did was toy and destroy
Stabbed me thousands of times
False statements those love crimes
Using love on a dime
To pull out + thrust the knife to the hilt
So strong I've been built
To keep believing in love
While you wore the murderous glove
Built on hate
Falseness flamed how you relate

Sigh

I can + will hold you fondly in my memory
Though my love has lessened dramatically
See the woman that passes
Her super power was to love whole heartedly
Unabashedly
That too is this Wonder Woman's Superpower
Love

I will continue to spread love
Love to all living beings
Just chosen to do it from a distance
Protecting me from your continuous need to attack
Claiming to have my back
First comment from you
I won't betray you

Here's a fact, you already have
Breaking all the promises
Torn away the chains
I've dodged another bullet
I've seen flying aimed
At my head + heart
Self love is healing
When my head was reeling

Strange how in time of grief
Is when people drop you the quickest
They've been too busy leeching
The positive energy
Dropped you like a burning flame
Straining at the blame game
I prefer the love synergy
That's all I ever wanted reciprocated
That pure love
That shines upon us
From up above

~Divine