CAMELOT FANTASIES

Enduring this maleficent existence
Invisibly I was bound and gagged
To your promises
Words that had no real merit
Of little value
Expounded continually
False hopes yet broken seams
The tethers have lost their hold
Belief in you has gone astray
Saddened by the stories
You've displayed
Shame on me for believing you
Shame on you for the barrage of lies
Deep down I realize it's really not
How can I expect you to better you
When you keep faltering
And failing you

What am I saying
You let me down
You let yourself down too

I'm sorry for the pressure
Difficult displeasure
Cacophonous screams inside
Leave the indifference on the outside

~Divine