CAMELOT FANTASIES

Held tightly into my heart forever
It shattered to pieces many years ago
Aggrandizement over time
Of non involvement
In comparison
Not much to show
Sitting on the fence
Waffling on whether I care
Or don’t care
I’m a complex conundrum
Of needing to please
Multi faceted versions of me
Where the limited box is suffocating
Definitive in my choice of non commitment
Although I don’t need the ring
Being loyal is important to me
Here’s the funny thing
This commitment phobic
Will stay loyal until
There is no reason to be
I’m my own set of crazy
I am always Me
Whether you like me or not

But hey, you’ll end up loving me

~Divine