CAMELOT FANTASIES

A dark veil has descended
It has embraced me in a film of sadness
Choking back the tears
Where the fears have evoked
An unusual anger
Where all I believed seems to be faltering
What's the point of having gifts
That sets me up behind the right ball
Practically in all situations
What was reverred at the beginning of time
Has been falsely understood
Throughout history
My apparent sixth senses
In various dimensions
Is always being tested
By different relationships
Many try to pull the wool over my eyes
Always being tested
As to what they can get away with
Thinking that I'm on
All the time
Lied and cheated under the guise of
Love of friendship
Only to realize there never was
Any type of relationship
For I've been viewed as a game
The sensitive people may feel more
They may fall harder
They love deeper
Sad part is once the facade
Has broken to smithereens
Love I had for you
Will dissolve
We all realize there are different levels of love

I will continue to love
Forgive you and me
But my love will change
My protective barrier
Comes to my defence

Here's the thing
I ask you many times
Same question in different ways
As I'm trusting my guidance to...
Once I can shake off the deception
I can walk away

When I said I had your back
I did and I still will
Just now
The intense feelings I had
Will dissolve
What you do from now on
Has no affect on me
I've stopped the bleed
I concede
You won

Here's the thing
I did too
I am a winner
Because you gave me the scissors
To cut you out

~Divine