CAMELOT FANTASIES

Circumvolution of vast emotions
Expand across each appendage of the body
Variance of highs and lows
Littered with confusion
Sensations are complex
When unable to express sentiments
Maintaining a stiff upper lip
Perceptions when someone is mourning
Can be misunderstood
Bewilderment from the commotion
Of all the feelings
That are entertwined like a spool of thread
With thousands of knots
Trying to unravel the knotty mass
Unknown where to begin
The choking in the throat
Makes it hard to forget
Pain emanates difficult to focus
Waiting for some other distraction
In hopes for some type of easement

Activity within my own thoughts
Perplex me
For each death
Onslaught of convoluted emotions
Come rambling in
Deciphering them has been the task at hand
For even when I cry
It's intermingled with fathomless
Feelings confusing me
Times like these
I wish I wasn't so sensitive
To feel so deeply

~Divine