CAMELOT FANTASIES

Every night I patiently waited
For the story to unfold
All the beliefs that I once shared
With everyone
All the goals
Doing as I was told
Nothing came close
To the moments where
My soul was bared
Revelations happened
When I was at rock bottom
At my wits end
Forced at the right segment
In my life
What I chose
Liberating because
In my silence
Discovered my biggest desires
Dreams were greater
Hopes could be attained
Stoking my fires

Every night I patiently waited
For my souls need
To reconnect
Show me my purpose
To show me
ME!

Oh so free
Oh so liberating
Stoking my fires
Looking for ways
To delve into my desires
Looking for what inspires

Scared
Damn right I was scared
Feeling the butterflies in the pit of my stomach
Feeling the tears well up
Shedding the tears
Coursing down my face

Every night I welcomed
That sweet little girl with stars in her eyes
Knowing
All her dreams will come true
Because she wants them to

Every night she patiently waits
For her mind to become quiet
Knowing she loved herself enough
For tomorrow will be a new day
In all her fears
She is ready

~Divine