CAMELOT FANTASIES

Pulling back each layer
Exposing the deeper emotions
Getting to the core of the matter
My mind is racing in circles
Many a u turn changing my focus
Disturbing the sense of direction
At times feeling like the mad hatter
I’m alice in wonderland
12-12-12
You chose the date
The time
The place
I let go of the reins
Allowed you to set the pace
All in vain

Looking back now
Your body spoke volumes
You observed me
As though I was naked on a glass slide
Slipped under the microscope
Yet you never said anything
You wanted me to say it
Strangely I was shy
An occurrence that seldomly happens

12-12-17
5 years to the day
If either of us spoke
The language of love
That was teetering in the edge
Perhaps it would be different

We can’t fix what broke
The memory is slipping farther away
When your eyes begged me to stay
Your mouth wouldn’t relay

That chapter shorter
Came to an abrupt end
Good bye my friend

~Divine