CAMELOT FANTASIES

Triggers caused by warped thoughts
Confusion seems to elevate the delusions
Some things cant stop
Others better I forgot
Strange how trust seems to have fallen
At the bottom of the list
That and integrity
Keeping one's word
Believed to be old school
Lost all sincerity

Taking the high road
Learning to let go
When I have always been
The one that cares too much
The one you can lean on
The one that will listen to you
The one that is there by your side
The one that will scream with you

Only to realize, it was never reciprocated

I guess friendship means more to me
Than it ever did to you

Blinders and rose tinted glasses
Off and shattered
Have to open my eyes
And actually see
If it never mattered to you
It didnt
Then it was all a lie

Here is what I dont get
But why?

~Divine