CAMELOT FANTASIES

Hi all. And by that i mean all 4 of you. :p

Very confused about everything., really so been thinking about things the last few days. I thought Tennis Frontier was safe and we were meant to be there forever but how quickly things change, don't they? There's so much I want to say but unfortunately I am just back from the eye doctor and she's given me eye drops, so things are still blurry for me. Can barely read things let alone type a post.

So in a nutshell, I really like Owen and his forum; however, things felt really tight and controlled lately and while I agree that every new forum needs to go through a lot experience before they come to realize how it should uphold its reputation, I am not sure if I have time for that. I need freedom from the get go. I told him just last week in a PM that I was really getting tired of being on new forums, because this also means having to adjust all their new rules and their posters, who can be quite judgmental btw and it does take a lot of time to overcome that and establish yourself as a good and reliable poster. Also, this is happening during USO and despite Andy's marvelous win at Wimbledon, I had a nasty experience at T4U (as you all know) as soon as I came back to the forum, so once again  I've become very unsure of things but more importantly, I so need to focus on Andy during this time that I really and truly cannot go through all this drama.

So I am still very confused and basically waiting for the USO to be over so that I can finally decide as to what to do. Should I stay or should I leave the forum thing all behind me.

I had it all very well said in my head really but I think that  ^^ came out a bit scattered.