CAMELOT FANTASIES

You were my other half
We shared our mothers womb
My best friend for life
Or death
We tumbled & twirled
You fought to enter the world first
Far more inquisitive than I
Constant Thirst
For everything new
Extraordinary how you knew
What I was upto
I could see the grin of mischief
Glint in your eye
Way before you decided to be the chief
Of everything we did
Then that horrible night
You never left my side
My sight
You were gone
I was broken
Mom and Dad cried
I despised everyone
But then you came back
Cause you never left
You hold my hand
When I'm scared
You stand
By my bed
As I sleep
Mom and dad still weep
I am the lucky one
To me you're always with me
Not dead
It's our secret
Kept safely between us
I am the lucky one
Stay with me forever and ever
Never will we part
Together right from the start
Cause I'm the lucky one

~ Divine

Thank you kindly for visiting

Love and light
Always

~Divine

Tears falling aimlessly
Helplessly
All my life
Always been the strength
That others depend
Even the strong bend
Hurt
One page at a time
Each chapter must come to an end
One must fend
For themselves
Being selfish does send
A message to everyone
Letting those tears fall silently
Eases the pain in my chest
That gaping hole in my heart
I'm missing you
My strength is pierced
Chinks in my armour
Smiling is best
For most
To put to rest
Their blatant fears
For when the strong are weak
They forget to breathe, to speak
Stalwart in the face of adversity
Of numbing pain
Smile eradicating the facial strain
That tear that escaped
That made a pathway
Across my face
Seems out of place
For all expect
Put a burden
That crushes those
Who forget to ask for help
It's certain
For they have been let down
What goes on in others lives
Is misconstrued
By the perception
Of what's going on in ones life
Through their strife
Apprehension sets in
When the strong need some time
To crumble

Let that single tear
Proof that even the strong
Need someone to lend an ear
For someone to hear
The silent cries
Represented by that one tear

~ Divine

Healing energies
From the base to the crown
Swirling all around
To help ease the pain
Asking for guidance
From the Divine White Love
Please help our Benevolent General
Our beloved friend
Master of Camelot
Rapid healing from above
Ease his discomfort
Let the healing process
Happen in a speedy fashion
So he can enjoy
All of his passions
Long live the General CD
This is just a small obstacle
A tiny lesson
We have much gratitude
For we need your Knightly attitude
To protect and provide
This Camelot fortitude

Seriously ...get well soon
Missing you

Love and light
~Divine

Befuddled is my mind
To see how deceiving
My eyes were blind
Beseeching me to believe
Lecherous lies
Torn piece by piece
Spewing lie after lie
Untruths spoken from others
Spineless slithering
There was no bickering
Just her snickering
Keep your friends close
Enemies disclose
Hateful delusional versions of the truth
One thing is certain
Glad this facade
Stage right close the curtain
Want some advice
Just a token
I was the fiery kitten
Now the Queen of ice
Transformed from your own device
Too bad you couldn't deal
You won't find another as real
Tears may be spilling from my eyes
It's your deceit
That makes me realize
I welcome your good byes

~Divine

It hurts more at night
Difficult time dealing with these emotions
At times I wonder
What's all the commotion
This ridiculous notion
Never laid my eyes on you
Yet its true
Connected to you through poetic rhymes
Miraculous & stupendous at times
Claiming to captivate my heart
Deception right from the start
You've torn my heart apart
Played your unobtrusive games
Doused these wicked flames
For the gentleman you claim
Masked the real boy
True suspenseful ploy
For you played me like a toy
Nothing was battery operated
You were well situated
Your partner in crime
Will turn on a dime
Conclusion is once I walk away
There won't be another day
These games you play
Trifling with my devotion
Disturbing love potion
Laced with a web of lies
Sobbing with incredible cries
You see it hurts more at night
Scrupulous plight
I m not in the mood
For you pushed me away without a fight
Gracefully I backed off
My spidey senses know when I'm quietly told to **** off
Nothing between us
You know that shooting star
The one you sent me from afar
I made a wish
Asking for the basic truth
Regardless if it were to jar
Me back to the ice cold reality
That aching distracting pain
Believed your first refrain
To my appalled disdain
It hurts more at night
Breaking dawn will turn to light
Make me aware
I took the dare
Only to stare at your back
As you took flight

Chained my heart to you
When you didn't want me to
Your words were empty and hollow
My words of love were hard to swallow
My sensitive soul believed you whole
I realize
All the others I thought to blame
We're just playing a horrific game
I watched
So good at observation
Disguising the obliteration
Is this about a guy
No, but why

Simplistic as it is
Pain is pain
Regardless of its basal root
Interactions with many
Distortion of convoluted honesty
Sacrificing my truth in dishonesty
For it felt true in that moment in time

I ache
I cringe
My lacerations of the heart run deep
Honoured your words to keep
Maintained my peace & solitude
Malady of irritation
Reached its final destination

Watch it bleed continuously
Helplessly
Watching
It dripping
Crimson red
Magenta bled
I feel so dead